Sometimes I ask myself “Why do I do this? Why do I write, record and practice? Why do I continue to make a habit of doing all of this every day? Why do I go at this as hard as I do with my chances of ‘success’ or recognition being very slim? Why do I ‘work’ everyday at this when the chances of eeking out a living are stacked against me?”
Because I have to, without it I have nothing else.
Yes, I have my loving wife and family and if need be I would push it all aside to take care of them. I’ve demonstrated that over the last twenty six years. And I was happy to do it. I wasn’t living some doom and gloom, dread filled life. I experienced many wonderful moments and don’t regret anything that I did.
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